every hour, every min, every sec passed, fear gripped me... the time of pain is drawing near... i think it had already come le.... i dun wanna sae anything but this is a poem, i hope YOU will understand it.
Fear grips me whenever it draws near
i pray tat time would stop so tat the painful time would nvr come
i wish you will not msg me the painful words tat i dun wanna hear
when you ask me,"Who Am I To You?" my heart did a backflip
i wonder if you still love me? my heart was in a fix....
Can i confirm? can i know the truth?
it is better to say it directly then hinting bit by bit.
if you don love me then STOP hurting me!!!!
You will nvr noe wad is pain...
i hope tat i can erase all the things i had done
but i cant....
I try to make a sound but no one hears me
i m slipping into one corner and crying all by myself
no one cares, no one knows...
i am sick of this life
i got no where to run
i juz wanna scream...
how can this happen to me?
Go ahead and break my heart into a million pieces
nobody cares anyway... no one ever will..
because i am a worthless jinx
who no one understand, care and love..
so tell me once again
Who Am I To You?
THE ROCKER SHREDS. has posted on
8:38 PM
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Yo!!! everyone wads up!!!!! haha... i so long nvr blog le... today got big event then i blog... haha... today is my school's busking Bazzar 2 raising funds 4 the World vision Fund.... it is an orphanage to make it simple...haha.... the busking was great man... i was the DJ 4 the day... so cool man... i cant believe i manage 2 do it man... but i forget 2 read a person's dedication than he bu shuang me... haiz... he lyk don wanna talk 2 me sia... wah... so guilty... dunno whether wanna apologise 2 him anot... then the whole busking bazzar was kinda fun la... we took quite alot of pics of my camp trainers and friends... it is good fellowshiping with my friends.... haha... good man....my frineds and i the friendship got closer and better.... tats good... then got one stall is making big money because they r dunking the teachers and students into the water!!! our Vice Principal head was worth $10!!! u hav 2 biao then u can shoot the teacher/student down into the water.... man... it was fun... haha... i realli enjoy myself then... haha... then got girls keep wanna ask 4 my numbers... but i didnt give all... i onli give a few... because she is my sec 1 class tat i took during the Peer Support Programme...then a other few... they keep msging me sia... so lame... haha... then the Bazzar finsihed off with I Dream by Taufik Batisah.... haha
then i went 2 Jurong Point 2 shop shop... or walk around... but didnt go arcade play... haha...then i got back hoem watch tv.... then i got a bad news coming up... but i don wanna tal abt it... haiz... its quite bad 4 me... hope don make wrong decision.... haiz....
i have a feeling tat everyone is leaving me one by one.... even my best buddies r lyk leaving me... haiz.... first is my friend tat dedicate songs de, next is my buddies, n the other one is..... haiz..... nvm.... juz hope tat i will b happy 4eva... deep in me... i was nvr happy... to evryone else around me... i m juz loser..... so juz BACK OFF everyone!!!!! i don wanna be hurt!!! i had enough of this living hell!!!! i m juz a failure...... haiz... i nvr accomplish things....happy?! now get out of my life... stop trying 2 hurt me... i had enough......
THE ROCKER SHREDS. has posted on
10:29 PM
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