BAck to blogging again... i super long time nvr blog le... hehe..well i dunno wad 2 blog so i decided a write a poem or a short recount of wad happened 2 me this few days la... few weeks ar the poem will b super long... haha... well herer goes... haha....
there are ups and lows in life,
when u are all happy i m here sobbing alone in one corner,
when i am happy, u are all sobbing in the corner,
what this tells me?
izzit trying 2 tell me tat when i m happy ppl are sad?
or izzit trying 2 tell me tat i m juz a jinx?
i dunno...
i dunno wad happening....it is getting crazier each time...
i felt tat my sadness is an exchange for ppls' happiness...
And my happiness is an exchange for the ppls's sadness
oh God tell me wad i shld do...
izzit worth it 2 sacrifcice the ppls' happiness for my own happiness?
never mind... if i give up my happiness for a thousands ppls' happiness.
its worth it...
haiz...
so wad i get the second position in class,
who will b there 2 give me some praises or encouragement?
NO....
there will b no one 2 give me some compliment and praise, instead,
they will b a wet blanket and sae you sucks...
what 4 get such high results when there is no one 2 share ur happiness with?
what for?
what for?
what for.....
no point getting so high marks...
it is juz wasting my effort and time...
mayb i should juz go 2 a faraway land so tat ppl will nvr ever hear a name called Yong Le ever...
and i can juz live a carefree life without any pain and agony...
mayb i should....
haiz....
THE ROCKER SHREDS. has posted on
12:55 PM
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this is my new poem abt my life in the past few mths... i m only afraid tat i cannot compile them in one poems... well... mayb i will concentrate on a few topics... see whether u all lyk it.... ENJOY...
every breath, every hour and every second gone
my heart is sinking till the nite had been gone
where is everyone?
all have left and abandon me alone
shivering in the darkness time of the night
crying in silence, but who is out there 2 notice me?
i cannot let the people around me see the pain, the wound inside my heart
or else they will ask alot of question and try to add salt to my wound
where can i find happiness and joy?
In you i can find?
i cant tell anymore...
Day by day, colder and colder u got,
finally making me confused and messed up
i wish i can start this all over again...
i really cant stand the pain
Just gimmie a break will you?
wad i deprived of is happniess...
is tat too much to ask for?
cant u all juz give it 2 me?
will someone pls help me .........
Cool HUH? hehe.... i wnder it will b cool... enjoy this man..... there is a second one rite after this msg.... haha... Enjoy TOO
what up with u people today?
the love joy peace patient kindness goodness gentleness and self control
u all displayed....
it is so cool...
mayb i m juz in an illusion but it is an nice one...
learn magic from the computer
relax and feeling bland
revising 4 exam
hope i pass with a bam...
ya... life is fun 4 today.....
P.S Juz JOking.... haha.....
NO OFFENCESSSS<<<<<<>>>>>>???haha/...
gtg back... come back 4 more....
THE ROCKER SHREDS. has posted on
3:32 PM
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