BAck to blogging again... i super long time nvr blog le... hehe..well i dunno wad 2 blog so i decided a write a poem or a short recount of wad happened 2 me this few days la... few weeks ar the poem will b super long... haha... well herer goes... haha....
there are ups and lows in life,
when u are all happy i m here sobbing alone in one corner,
when i am happy, u are all sobbing in the corner,
what this tells me?
izzit trying 2 tell me tat when i m happy ppl are sad?
or izzit trying 2 tell me tat i m juz a jinx?
i dunno...
i dunno wad happening....it is getting crazier each time...
i felt tat my sadness is an exchange for ppls' happiness...
And my happiness is an exchange for the ppls's sadness
oh God tell me wad i shld do...
izzit worth it 2 sacrifcice the ppls' happiness for my own happiness?
never mind... if i give up my happiness for a thousands ppls' happiness.
its worth it...
haiz...
so wad i get the second position in class,
who will b there 2 give me some praises or encouragement?
NO....
there will b no one 2 give me some compliment and praise, instead,
they will b a wet blanket and sae you sucks...
what 4 get such high results when there is no one 2 share ur happiness with?
what for?
what for?
what for.....
no point getting so high marks...
it is juz wasting my effort and time...
mayb i should juz go 2 a faraway land so tat ppl will nvr ever hear a name called Yong Le ever...
and i can juz live a carefree life without any pain and agony...
mayb i should....
haiz....
THE ROCKER SHREDS. has posted on
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