Tuesday, October 31, 2006
today is a day where i stayed at home and study the whole day... well, it is quite fruitful, but i lose concentration easily... i getting kinda bored with studying already.. feel lyk taking a day's break from all this revision and studying, but how izzit lyk to take a break alone? you nid someone to accompany you wat rite? besides, O lvls onli left 5 days i muz chiong all the way man.. haiz.. nvm i will decide again... see got anyone wanna go retreat with me..haha..
i feel so irritated with this com man.. it is so so lag recently... dunno what happen to it, how i wish i can change the speed asap.... it is lag and it is making my brain slow as well.. i think it has weaken my brain by at least 20%... i think i wil use the com less often le.. i will only use it to listen to music. if watch video, msn or anything else, it will be lag. for example, i watch this video at YOUTUBE, den the sound and the images does not cordinate, the sound would be faster than the sound abit.. so it makes it quite uneasy to see the video... haiz... nvm.. i m going to do alot of changes to this com after O levels. 5 more days to O levels... God give me wisdom. AMEN.
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Monday, October 30, 2006
today is a day of studying and studying and studying.. man.. if Hui Ling didnt tell me, i wouldnt hav noticed that recently all my entries has been about studying.. haha.. i think i shld post some physics and maths formula in the future le..haha...well God spoke to me in Psalms 19:12-14 wad a way to pray for forgiveness, short but, sincere.
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Sunday, October 29, 2006
today life is quite routine actually... tuition den churhc den eat den back home....wwell.. i some sort got scolded by my tution teacher, he asked me cannnot use calculator but i still use, den he bui siong and confiscated my calculator.. it was an embarrassed moment man... OMG... so malu... but nvm, its my own fault... den after tat i went for service, well the atmoshphere today was kinda dull and mild... nothing much, but the Word did touched me.. i am alwasy persecuted and cast aside, and i hav a suffocated relationship.. it is getting tough man.. i really hope and pray tat God will set me free from all my inablilty and take me back home with Him... i really nid freedom in my life... i had been suffocated enough, i wanna be set free! but however, i wanna heal those spiritually blind also so tat they too can be set free like me.. the Year of Jubilee has come, lets celebrate! :) SET ME FREE
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Friday, October 27, 2006
today is a day i study alot man.. i manage to complete my ss.. woah it was tough.. man today was kinda boring, i just kept studying and studying.. but it was fruitful.. i managed to understand all the ss concepts....den at nite my cousins came my hse.. so unexpected... haha i had a hard time entertaining them sia... but nvm.. its ok.. ok, i will blog till here.. tml is service, i pray God will speak a great word to me!
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well today is just another day 4 me to study only.. tat all... buti dunno y recently i juz cant understand what i studied, i think i sholud ask God for wisdom. perhaps i am too tired or wad le... i m starting to get worried, dun fail me during this crucial time o brain.:( i hope tml would be a better time 4 me to study and things woudl go into my brain and i would hav a fruitful time studying.. haha...
today i meet Dewen for shepherding in Swensens. man it was damn cold in there man, and we still ate ice cream, abit dumb of us though.. haha.. but anyway, it is 1 for 1, why not eat? i had a great time shepherding though i didnt really pay attention to the teachings cause it is too cold in there le.. i was shivering and cold to pay much attention to the teachings le...haha i beat him again in Dantona USA for the third time...haha he just wont concede defeat.. haha.. ok that all for today my friends, i really pray and hope tml would be a better day studying!
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Wednesday, October 25, 2006
today is just another typical day. last year during this time i would be playing and having fun, but now, i am fretting over exams and studying so hard.. studying is not a problem, but the problem is, i keep getting distracted- by things, people, smses and meetings... but its ok.. i still manage to complete wat i nid to complete for the day. today i went to cut hair as exams u nid proper grooming to go in, or else they barr you from the exam hall.. WOAH HO... JOE JAN, MARCUS and I went to cut hair together at shirley mah. man, i was so sad man, i had to cut the fringe i had kept so long. it touches my lips before i cut it. now i cut it, it only touches the eyebrow, near the eyes.so sad man... but nvm, for O lvls, i had to do it, i rarely had my hair shorter rather than being barred from exams man.. den after that we went back and i went to meet Gwen. when i was on the bus, she sms me that she will be very late... i reached the coffee bean at 530 sharp. den she sms me again that she will reach lyk around 6 lyk tat... WAH i was lyk.. i shld go home first den come out again loh... but nvm.. its ok.. haha.,...
finally at around 645 i got to meet her already... i dunno what she wanna meet me 4 man.. i was quite worried in the first place, i tot something will happen or wad... but phew, nothing much, jus another fun and enjoyable talking session.. i really enjoy talking to Gwen, she is lyk a mother to me tat i can confide everything in her:)she just wanna noe whether i m ok anot...well, even if not ok also must say ok cos i really dun wanna create anymore trouble for her already... but i really dun care much le la... i will be fine:) yup.
den went back home to tudy physics again... luckily i did study something or else i would feel quite uneasy 4 the rest of the day...ok tat all.. dunno y i write so long also..
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Monday, October 23, 2006
oh no oh no!!! i am starting to panic already.. gosh.. GAMES FOR TML FAMILY IS NOT YET PLANNED!!!!! OH MY GOD!!!! i am realli afraid and panicking man.. i really dunnow ad to do, i really hope gordon can pull this one over.... today is kinda of a wierd day, i studied chemistry 4 the whole day, den at nite it comes to doing tys, i suddenly cant do them, even if it is those questions i noe how to do... this is so peculiar and strange. but sometimes i think Cambridge thinks Singaporeans are dumb: ' what is the hot gas that is passed into the blast furnace?' it is like, DUH... hot air la! wah lau.. that question really seem to be insulting us man.. but still, i m quite worried, suddenly cant do the questions i normally can do, is not wad i want when O levels is drawing near. haiz... but first and foremost, the games must be settled man... i pray that God will make a way somehow and someway...God i put my trust in You. tml family will be a good one i believe it.
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Sunday, October 22, 2006
my life today jus revolves around the books.. wah.. almost cannot take it man.. i think i studied for 4 hours straight without resting.. omg..i didnt noe i can do tat.. it is really amazing and a breakthrough 4 me... omg starting to get abit worried for the family day.. i wonder everything will go smoothly anot.. i really hope it does... the gamesmasters mus realloy plan their game well man, or else it is gonna be disaster.
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Friday, October 20, 2006
its being long since i had such a long day le.. haha..firstly i went to Pioneer Junior College openhouse.. woah.. let me telll u.. it is so damn cool man... i feel it is where i shld belong.. the culture and everything it ireally suit me and my style.. man.. it rockk man...but too bad i had to go very soon as i hav cg next. CG was as usual, but i really think study cg is not really effective for our cg and we shld juz hav a short and small usual cg den go home study... ya, tat wad i think, juz an suggestion.. den i headed down to city hall to hav shepherding with de wen.. yup... nothing much juz eat and talk abit.. quite fun actualy... yup.. :)
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Thursday, October 19, 2006
woah ho... O lvl practical is finalyl over.. how i fared? well so-so... a few careless mistakes here and there, but at the end i think i can still make it.. so thankfully this year practical quite easy... we hav sec 1 experiment for our physics practical... OMG... can u believe it.. it is such an insult to this batch of us.. haha.. but anyway, easy is still better can easily pass it... :) ok today nothing to write.. so gotta pen off now.. haiz.. sudeenly crashed man.. gotta stand up!
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Wednesday, October 18, 2006
today woke up and i started doing my F&N paper.. wah.. dman long and quite difficult. omg tml is the O lvl practicals... i dunno can i make it anot.. i really hope so man.. i had failed my prelims practical.. i cannot do it again for my o lvls!!! i must do it once and do it well.. wish me luck man!!!! i pray for the LORD to give me wisdom and discernment to know wad chemical shuld i add to the solution. thank you LORD.. i also wanna thank God tat it is NEGATIVE. those who noe wad i m talking abt den good loh... :)
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Tuesday, October 17, 2006
today i don nid to go to sch!! yeah!!! but the funny thing is, i keep thinkning today is practical.. so in the morning i keep waking up and slp again.. so wad man.. i woke up den had my breakfast den i started doing CANBERRA SEC math paper 2... man it was quite quite.. but some question i dunno how to do... but overall the paper is quite easy... den i had my lunch den go hav a ride on the bike den went back home hav a good nap den woke up watch tv and i had been doing F&N paper till now... haha... ok tat all for today.. nothing much ahppened... so yeah.. BYE
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Monday, October 16, 2006
today is my last day as a secondary school stduent le... wah.. i suddeenly kind miss secondary school life... but i rather get out of high school and move on:) today i hav graduation day and collection of result.. the graduation day is kinda boring and plain... it sholud be fun and happy and enjoyable, but due to some idoitic classes lyk 4A, the graduation nite was cancelled. but its ok.. we forgive them.... haha... den it is the collection of the result le.. i was so sooo nervous cos i didnt noe how will i fare.. but in the end i did not bad... i got the usuals, the 2nd in class and 10th in level... i was so relief.. although i didnt do as i expected, but overall from the whole cohort, i think i had fare quite well, BUT, this is not wad i had expected anyway i juz wanna give thanks to God for the results he gave me. aftter results, we keep taking photos 4 soveniors... haha so funny... how i wish to post some of them here but i m too lazy to upload them onto the net as my com damn slow.. haha... ok goota go. bye
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Sunday, October 15, 2006
today i offically declare is my last day of fun and enjoyment... for the next few weeks i m going to study lyk mad.. i am going all the way for O lvl, i see the ppl around me already starting choinging, i m starting to get worried... i muz not lose out to them, or else all my hard work and effrot will be going down to drain! i pray that the Lord will protect me from illnesses and fatigue as i embark on this intensive studying campaign. during this period of intensive studying, i think i will also be fasting 1-2 meals to prepare myself for the upcoming camp... so i will really nid spiritual covering and protection from the Above. i also wana pray for wisdom to be upon me and my brothers and sisters who r taking national exams...may the Holy Spirit pour out His blessings onto us. i am going to enjoy myself for the rest of the day today!!! yeah!! although i did study abit this morning... haha...
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Saturday, October 14, 2006
wah.. today is tuition and service.... had a good time today... had a great time praying and minsitered by God... ya....i acutally feeling abit down and restless but God assure me and was with me and comforted me...i realli wanna thank Him for that... when i could not stand on my feet, He give me a hand. Abba Father:) but somehow, someone kicked me and i fall down agaIN, God this time sent Sherman and Joel to distract my attention from the misery and really enjoy some good fellowship with them.. thanks! tml going jamming... hope i dun mess things up again! =)
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Friday, October 13, 2006
today is the Friday 13th. which means it is the worst day of the year. but i dun believe so, so i go to school in the morning and see wad will happen. nothing happened. after that i helped the teacher do some things den until 4 plus.. vyer tired ar..
den i headed to sim lim square... nearly i cant find the place man.. first time going.. quite a old but cool place.. it is as if lyk a secret heardquarter.. a old building but quite high tech inside... u should check it out urself and u will noe wad it is lyk.. i buy an 80GB harddisk for my teacher beacuse our class wanna show gratitude to her... without her, our coursework is gone case.. really a big thank you to you... though some ppl r reluctant to pay, this shows they r a bunch of ingrate... wad a loser... i got the harddisk at discounted price.. woah.. so good... den i returned home den haven done my POA!!!! i gtg already.. bye... who say Firday 13th is a bad day.. haha.. BYE!
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Thursday, October 12, 2006
well... today i woke up at 9 plus in the morning with my throat feeling abit dry and painfull man.. my throat is hurting... but after a few cough drops and medicine, i felt better now... i woke up and i did the FUHUA math paper 1.. hmmm quite difficult acutally, got some doubts, i hope i can clear them on monday, the last day of my identity as a HONG KAH LITE! haha... den i went down for a jog to divert my pain, cause all these misery is still too great for me.. yup, thank GoD i managed to divert somehow... after that i went for study cg. man it was totally uneffective studying outside man.. i really cannot concentrate... den it is teaching time... i learn to trust God completely and i noe trust him completely is not easy, as how u would trust something u cannot see? so it takes great faith and courage to trust fully in God... i m praying hard for the miracle to happen and i will trust in Him fully for the miracle to happen son... the power of Jesus name, Amen.
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Wednesday, October 11, 2006
wah.. so many other schools paper to do.. so tiring.. got POA, got english, got F&N, got chemistry and alot ar... wah can die man.. but nvm, i can finished it for the O levels... i nid to chiong already man.. cannot slack anymore... monday getting my prelims results i hope it would turn out slightly better.... i today juz finished 1 POA paper, i dun hav my guide with me so i sturggled a little, but howver, i still finished it... in 2 hrs plus time.. haha.... so tired now after completing 1 paper... ok i go rest and hav ssome fun now.. nite.. actually I got lots to say, but i dun wnana say... :)
CHEERS.
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Sunday, October 08, 2006
today is a boring day... i woke up at 9 plus and i was bored and i watch DORAEMON on channel 8... den i watch the last episode of xiaolin showdown... haha... den from 11 onwards till around now, i had been studying all the way.. haha i didint noe i can study for so long.. it is really an achievement... haha.. i was online since 11 also.. haha... now i realli have nothing to do, so i decided to blog things in, and i had added a few new features in the blog... ahahha.. have fun.. LORD MAY YOU CARRY ME THROUGH.
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Saturday, October 07, 2006
today i had a tiring day after service... wad a day, service atmopshere was lyk.... WOAH... i duno how to describe it but it was definitely awesome. OUR GOD IS AN AWESOME GOD. today i really need God's love and comfort as my world crashed, and he did some sort meet my needs.
Firstly, when i entered the nexus for prayer meeting, the worship song let me feel assure as the song goes, 'He will make a way........' i was so touched and assure. God told me,' son, dun worry for now, I will make a way.' i was moved nearly to tears....
Secondly God helped me divert my attention from the pain i m having to something else. for example, when i was in le meriden, the thoughts of the painful memories filled my mind again, then jolene suddenly she came and ask me teach her poa. tat really take things off my mind and divert my attention to teach her. the best things is i taught her 1 time and she understood! woah.....then after tat we went out to eat and tat too divert my attention.
Third and lastly, i wanna thank God for sending such a good friend in my life, Sherman. he somehow understands how i feel and didnt condemn me and i m really happy to b with this friend. Gordon also is a good friend as he divert my attention by playing House of Dead 4. haha...
i wanna thank God the things he had done and he sincerely hope that thingss will become better soon, as i said before, i cannot take it any longer. In Jesus Name, Amen.
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Friday, October 06, 2006
today is good man.. i early release from sch... 11 released. all my results r out already, L1R5 18. to me i think quite bad cause i expected better grades, i am really upset about my grade la.. but anyway, what done has been done, i cant change anything now... i still feel my world is still crashing all over me. i really could not take the pain and pressure already.... God, may you do something, anything, to save me. i m really depressed and hav no one suitable to turn to, please, make my life a new one...
later i will be going to bukit batok mac and teach JOLENE, YUEN HAN, KEITH poa, i dunno i can handle all of them anot.. haha... hope thru me, they can do well 4 their N Levels... God will make a way thru me. AMEN. ok sign off here, World sitll crashing all over me......
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Finally
Thursday, October 05, 2006
oh finally, after 1 year plus, my blog is up again.. haha.. finally man... i dunno y i wanna do up my blog again... so dunny... ok this is my new revamped blog.. hope u guys enjoy it! i will start real blogging tml ! PEace OuT...
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