Thursday, June 28, 2007
today was a boring day. went to sch for some PW written report workshop. it was not really useful but it give me some tip here and there which i nid to decipher myself. nvm had cg and it lasted for quite long we end it at around 930. raphael dropped by to do a spotcheck. Zixin was kinda terrified. i didnt give a damn he is there anot. haha. he is juz a person wad. if he judge us ar, he not fit to be our SDL. den today had a very enlightening 'talk' by HANNAH CHEANG. man, i cant believe someone is so optimistic abt everything man. she told me tat she is juz very optimistic abt the things around her. this sentence caught my attention,
*****there's no point wallowing in my misery. either i do smth abt the prob, or i forget it and stop complaining.***** wah. not bad a.. i really feel new and refresh man. bcos i m kinda of a pessimistic guy by nature but she juz *ting* and i m enlighten! WOOOO!!haha not bad ar... haha. my mindset is kinda changed for that split second man. i go thru a while more and maybe tml when i wake up, i will be changed man and who knows, i maybe a greater man that i could ever imagine. hahahhahahhahha
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Tuesday, June 26, 2007
today was kinda a unlucky day for me. i today no sch and i stayed at home. i studied at home abit den play a round of DOTA. den after that ****************** asked me to go study, rather coach her in POA. so i went. on the way, den down the lift, i was talking to myself den i was caught by some strangers 3 times bcos i forget to take things den i go back and come down again. as i was walking thru the void deck, got these 2 boys kicked this F&N drink can, and it kinda hit me on my leg. inside there is still leftovers. my foot was sticky. initally i wanna confront them and give them a good wallop, but the holy Spirit prompted me of this 'REMEMBER THE DUCK' in the connect journal so i stared at them and walked away. as i walk i got more angry, but after a while, i cooled down and forgive them and forget it. i meet them to study but in the end we were chatting happily away instead of studying. abit waste time but we did study abit fruitully. haha. den after tat we went to shop and save to buy some chocolate. den suddenly ************** passed me the phone to act as +++++++++ dad. it was some person bf who wanan help his gf get some money back. den i imposed as +++++ father. tat guy intially dun believe, but i scolded him cos he keep hurling vuglarities at me den he silent and began to be nicer. haha after tat we went to the playground and we continued to settle there and finally it was settled.
we talked abit.
ate some chocolate
slack awhile
home:)
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Monday, June 25, 2007
YEAH! fianlly the exams r over!!!i sustained thru a 3hrs long worth of chinese paper and it was a torture man. OMG. but still i sit thru it and manage to completed it. exams are over but i m really not expectant abt the results man. have total no confidence in myself. i noe i gave it my all but still the papers r seriously too hard for me to handle. i admit i underestimated H2 papers and i was kinda taken aback by the qns, but still i did my best. i really did. today i had fun in westmall and juz walk around and laze around today. practically today after exams i had been slacking and playing. juz now i dunno wad i have eaten man, i had a very bad stomachache. i jzu came out from the toilet. still feel abit uncomfortable and abit aching, but it is really better than juz now. haha. it was let out of relieve. hahahhaha. i prayed in the toilet as i do my business. i wonder izzit a disrespect to God, if it is, i really wanan apologise to God. bcos i wanna save time u noe. anyway i got nothing to do in the toilet so i might as well pray. i seriosuly nid to take time out to do up my blog abit, but i forget the blogs extra thingy so i kinda lazy la. haahha
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Sunday, June 24, 2007
today i stayed at home for the whole day actually wanna go out and study with jolene and jogina de, but i m too lazy to go so i stayed at home and study for my chinese instead. well it was kinda fruitful though. after i studied finished, i had a round of DOTA. omg in the first time of my history the creeps were numerous man. i shld have printed screen and let u guys have a look. u all will be shocked to death. haha. after tat i went to restring my guitar. it looks lyk brand new man. after tat i had a go on my guitar. wah as i played, the 'higher' i got man. den i started to shred on my guitar. wah i didnt noe i can shred so fast man. so shiok man.but i shred until to fast and too hard already until my index finger have blister. it was quite painful. but nvm it was fun. haha... now i m so bored and started to blog and later i m gona watch initial D. for now i ma going to bath. CHAOS>!
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Friday, June 22, 2007
today math paper was such a killer man. i thnk i m gonna fail it. JC life is really tough man. Jerel say it until it is lyk juz a breeze for him man. wah this pressurize me sia. today we went out to eat with Jerel cause he wanna treeat us to eat as birthday prezzie. which has passed a long long time ago. we had a great time eating sakae sushi. it was not really nice but we did enjoyed ourselves very much.. ahaha. den we went to bugis walked abit den go home. on my way home, matthaias called and asked me to transfer yanshi over to the YJ cg, to joseph. at first i was lyk quite ok with it. but as i ponder on it, i started to feel sad tat yanshi is gonna transfer to joseph. it was hard to train up yanshi and finally he reached the easy part to disciple and he was transfered out to someone else. yanshi was my blood and sweat. he was a hard guy to disciple and i fiinally able to bring him up and he is now gonna be transfered. i felt very sians. he finally reached a stage tat it would be easier for me to disciple him and he is now transfered away. now joseph got all the easy job. it always happened lyk this man. i train until very hard den finally reached tat stage den he has to be transfered out. haiz..... i hack care already la. haiz.
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Thursday, June 21, 2007
today is the first cg of PJC!!! at first i was quite nervous tat people will be quiet but Actualy people all bonded very quickly and fast. haha we had mee goreng as cg snakcs. haha. it was at vivian hse. tansk 4 the servanthood spirit and hopsitality. we noe we kinda messed up ur hse abit. haha. sorry. haha. cg was fun but lack of spiritual element. personally i think no one was expectig something from God in the worship and everyone was juz closing their eyes and be slient and juz singing along. at the end aaron still challenge the Grp to beat YJC, but no one was listening, everyine juz heck care him. after cg we were duno talking was shit la. but we were laughing our ass off. hahahahaha. but it was kinda of some unspiritual talk la. sometimes its ok, but too often it is not good for our spiritual health. so next time it happens i m gonna take a stand and stop the conversation from contitnuing. :)ok tat all for today. nothing much for toyda.
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Wednesday, June 20, 2007
monday i went to see a doc and she say come back again for a blood test if i have not FULLY recovered. two days past and i went back to have my blood test. man i was so scared of the injection man. but actually it wasnt really tat painful. it was minor. but they took out quite alot of blood for testing. the injection mark is still on my vein.*OUCH* i showed my blood test to the doc and she say i was fine in fact i dont nid to come for any blood test in fact. i waited for around 2 hrs for her to say tat??!! OMG. but nvm at least tat assures me tat i didnt caught any wierd diseases. i cant afford to go to the hospital these 2 yrs man, i have to chiong all the way thru man. i have to do well and juz live JC life for 2 yrs. the doc ask me to come a week later for another blood test to confirm i was fine and everything. she say i caught a virus(which is flu i guess) and my white blood cells are in low count. so she want me to come back a week later to have ANOTHER blood test to confirm things. don feel lyk going bcos i already noe the results. i defintely will be okay. i eat well slp well exercise regularly, nothing will happen. but someone insisted me on going take the test so i go loh. ( maybe i juz accidentally let it slip off my mind when it draws near.*ahahahhaha*)
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Sunday, June 17, 2007
woke up to the sound of pouring rain. den i feel myself very sick and listless. i tried to get up but ir eally got no strength. i mustered the very last of my strength to go and drink some water and grab a bite. i feel so feverish and there is this choking feeling on my chest which is very irritating and puzzling. i tot i recovered yest but after i woke up today, all the symptoms come back to me again. damn sians. but nvm. i feeling alot better rite now. tml is myt Mid YEar exam. if i cant be able to make it, i m so toasted man. i cant afford it man. i had such a good O lvl result and i will not waste it. i really muz give it my all. i muz ensure i m in tip top condition so i can read the qn and able to think properly and clearly. i will top the class and i will top the level. tat is my dream for Jesus. so Lord i pray You will heal me asap so i can go into the examination hall with confidence and with no sickness. i have faith. Amen:)
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today i had juz fallen sick!!! ARGH!!!! so sians, but nvm i recovered just. thank God for His healing. i today really wanna blog abt the church bad sheeps. i felt burden for the church black sheeps man. i relaly wanna pruge them out. if u wanan harm the people in the church, might as well go some where else and do it. don do it in Hope singapore. if you are not doing spiritually well or very irritating, its ok, u can change for the better if we are patient with you. but these black sheeps r leaders who have been serving high positions and they sabotaged peoples' innocent friendships and who r relaly hypocritical. they r spiritual on the outside but on the inside they harbour evil intentions to harm people who they dislikes and was out to seek destruction in peoples' lives that they dont lyk. i felt burden for the church i pray God would do something abt these people and struck them down. i believe God is a just God and He will not let His church be diluted. God save You Church. please.
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Friday, June 15, 2007
camp was awesome for me. i was abt to die and God revived me in camp. i had a heart to heart talk with God and i am now a changed person. i don wanna be a half-baked christian now. i wanna be a righteous man. bcos God blesses a righteous man. let me share my conviction to all of you: God told me on the 2nd night of the camp that He is already there at the first frontier fighting the spiritual battle against the satan, so are we gonna let our heavenly Father fight this war alone or are we with him at the front line fighting the spiritual warfare hand in hand? could you bear to let God to fight the battle alone? could you??? well, i am not gonna let God fight alone. i will fight togther with Him at the front line. i will stand at the first frontier against Satan with God, will you stand with me?
i really had a great time in camp with the other activities and the night fellowship with sherman and my new cg. raphael was nice to blackmail. hahahahhaha. we played guitar and sing and we played abit of captain ball den after that we jammed. so shiok sia. plus an additional bonus, the church drummer came and taught me some basic drumming technique and i really learnt alot of him. thank you so much. i didnt slp thru the nite and i was very tired so i reached home at 4pm and i slp until the next day around 9am. i slp a total of 17 hrs. tat is scary. woke up ordered mac and then i studied for exams and then i now resting a while i gonna study again at 5.
convicted.
30 hope in PJ. GOD MOVE:)
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Monday, June 04, 2007
its been long since i post an entry. manyb i was busy or perhaps lazy...LOL. i starting to feel brainless... mayb i m crumpling under stress and pressure man. i used too much of my brains tat the brains cells really wan a rest and started to rebel. or perhaps some of them give up and die. i m really worried man. i got alot of things to do and i m really flustered. things r bombarded at me suddenly and i got to rush them out in a very short time. but i really wanna apply the teaching. i wanna trust God when i m flustered and confused.
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