today is a very devestating day for me. it is the day of truth and reality. it seems lyk i could not stay in a JC anymore. i had meet the parent session today and the teacher lay the cards b4 me, they don look really toward my advantage. they gave me a withdrawal form and asked me to consider over the week end. aaron and trhe rest who seen the teacher all cried or teared,but i just don feel anything. i noe i m sad,and could not take the facts, but i just cant expressed myself. i think i had made myself into a living robot. i have a heart, a cold heart. they wanted me to consider the poly route, but i m really hesistant abt it. i finally able to get into somewhere prestigious but i had to go to the poly?? haiz. i dun want. however the facts shows that i dun really have much of a choice. Finally out of Hong Kah and into somewhere decent and now i had to go to the poly and start from the scratch again. I really dun wanna withdraw but the cards laid b4 me arent really tat optimistic. i have tml to consider and mon i m gonna submit the form. i m really not sure wad i m gonna do, but i will think properly. GOD, pls help me. i really humbled myself b4 in this dark hours. if u dun help me, no 1 would. i nid ur wisdom and courage and strength.
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