Everything rises and fall with leadership. i have no choice but to agree. at first i was skeptical about it but after i experienced it for myself, i have no choice but to agree. there is a probability that i may leave church. i finally seen through all the acts of the leaders. they r just caring about wadeva "L" they r and they abuse their authority. they think they r some big shot. a classical example i rem is tat during breakthrough camp, a very "high ranking" pastor came to be a guest speaker, den during lunch time our youth pastor asked all the ULs and above to dine with him in a special room. why just UL and above? cant he dine with the rest of the youth? does it mean tat UL and below cannot even eat with a very godly man? wth. they r also rising up unspiritual leaders and letting non-deserving ppl to go to the youth support team. a good example is HER.(if u noe u noe.) she is obviously leading a double life and everyone is oblivious to it and thinking she is such a spiritual woman of God. everyone was bloody fooled. i have noe her for almost 4 yrs already. i can say i noe her inside out. from all the things that r happening, i noe this church is falling. throughout this year, i rarely see ppl crossing the line of faith in svc in front of everyone. but instead, the pastor would ask them to pray during their own time. WTH.no point staying. i rather do something for other churches den this unspiritual place.
another reason tat i may leave is that there is nothing left for me to stay in this place.my best friends left, my future wife i don think she likes me at all, even my cg is destroyed. redemption seldom jam anyway. usher is nothing to me now. my dream of going to YWAM is dashed as i would nvr want to go there when she is there. NEVER. i really don see the value already. nobody cares, no bodsy bothers, why i bother to? haiz... we will see how as the days go along. GOD, i believe You are just. please bring JUSTICE to the church and to me. i cannot stay in this corrupted place any longer. please help me God. HELP ME. i am weak but You are strong.
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