Monday, October 29, 2007
OMG i specially dedicated this entry to the hottest girl i ever seen in my life. she is an unknown caucasian that i met while eating in far east plaza sub way. man she is with her mom. i was looking, or ogling at her all the way la. she was kinda embarrassed i can see. LOL. she was looking at us also. after she bought her food, she sat down at a table in front me. OMG.i intended to wave to her when we going. but instead she left first. as she walk past my table, she looked down at us and we looked up at her. but we were so memerised until we cant pick up our hand and wave. lol. as she walk out of subway, sherman slightly smiled at her, she smiled back. LOL! OMG. SHE IS SO HOT!!!!! we got a chance man. she gave the green signal. WOOO!!!!! CAUCASIAN LADY, YOU'RE MINE!!!!!!!!
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Friday, October 26, 2007
today is the last day of sch. and the day 07S12 disbanded. i was ovverjoyed. finally i m able to leave the class that i hated most forever. the first day i step into the class i knew it wasnt gonna be a good class. i hit the bulleye.however no1 listened to me and everything started to came true.now tat we r disbanded, i m so happy and jubliant abt it. however i still have some reservations in my heart. today after sch i went out with a few of my closer classmates to eat dinner. when its time to go home, i looked at each of their faces i scanned and i think to myself: after today, i m not gonna see them again anymore, not even in the streets. after today our friendship would come to an end. i suddenly felt emo and slient inside of me. i really dunno wad to do. my mind went blank and i just know my life would be the same anymore. i noe i don lyk this class, but a few of them lit up my life in JC. without them, i wont be able to survive here man. thank you guys so muhc for sticking with me thru thick and thin. LOVE U GUYS. lets all work hard for the chinese A levels and get As altogether. GOd bless u guys
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Tuesday, October 23, 2007
today i got back my results. cant say i m totally satisifed with it and i cant say i m totally disappointed in them. it was just nice. i pass my everything except my maths. i already expect tat to come as i didnt focus much on math although i didnt give up on math. the rest i pass them. so as to say i met the promotion critiera. but whether i really promote is decided on 9 NOV. i wasnt very sure whether i want to promote. it is really tough in this system and i jus passed the exams only. so if i really promote, i dunno whether i can catch up with my J1 stuffs as well as do up the J2 new topics. i saw all my friends around me not really doing well. i really feel for them. KAI NING was so drama tat she cried lyk nobody's business. my heart really go out to her. even my best fren fangyi who always acadamically doing better than me all the time, didnt do as well for promos. all of them r emoing rite now. my heart really go out to them man. i didnt say i m doing really well, but when the fact tat not promoting hits them so hard, they r so gonna be crashed and upset. vivian cried almost getting all her papers. i really feel for them.i understand how it feels and i noe everyone did their best. if they r not suit for this place den they have to jus find alternatives. personally i don think this place(PJC,not the system) suits me. the ppl here sucks man. i dunno such ppl exist in this world. alot of loser in PJC. no hot babes, no hunks(except me) and a whole bunch of losers. zZZZZZ
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Saturday, October 20, 2007
results will be out on tuesday. i wonder how will i do. i really have no idea. but i had already done preparation to go to poly just in case i really cannot make it to JC2. i seriously hope i can go up to JC2. but if i cant den so be it loh. i had already gave my best in my JC life and during promos. so if i really didnt make it in the end, i will have no regrets.
today i went for vivan bdae party. it was not veyr grand or magnificent, but it was kinda fun. haha. i ate alot and play alot. i believed eveyrone enjoyed themselves.but there were 3 grps of her friends. cg, cheerleaders and classmates. so there were 3 serparate grp. but i was kinda comfortable as i belong to 2 of the grp. hwaha. it was nothing much today. haha.
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Tuesday, October 16, 2007
haha i went to KBOX with my schoolmate. its been long since i ever went out with my sch mate. haha. even in hong kah i seldom go out with sch ppl. so it is kinda of a rare and new experience for me. haha. we had fun in kbox. thank God we booked the room, when we reach KBOX, it was full of people. we managed to get a damn big room but in the end we have to change as the projector is off. but nvm we got a better room instead. it was more cosier and more emoier. LOL. all the while it was me and fy and keane and viian are singing. the rest r jus dunno doing wad. den suddenly, DEREKIE SANG. i nvr hear b4. i was so shock. his voice was very nice. really cannot judge a book by its cover man. OMG. so shocked. hahha. den we kept singing till te nightfall. it was damn fun.den after tat i chiong home to do pw. damn tat shawn chen. i told him to meet tat day and now he suddenly come and tell me wanna do pw. talk abt time wasters... ZZZZ. its ok, i m gonna exercise my leadership authority over them. i have to. if not we r not gonna make it for OP. i dun give a damn how r u gonna react. if u r not gonna follow, i m going straight to MDM SHAFA. its either u follow or u get lost. simple as tat. i dun wanna jeopardise the whoel team due to some assholes.
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Sunday, October 14, 2007
ahhhh had a tiring day. i went to service suprisingly willingly. lol. i even asked God to really freshen me up and speak to me. but in the end HE disappoint me again. its ok. i seriously hope he fulfil Ezkiel 38:23. PLS!!! LET ME NOE U R LORD AGAIN!!!!!!! IF NOT I AM GONNA BACKSLIDE ALREADY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
had qiute a long day today and i went home quite late and went home alone. i reflected on alot of things, i thought through of my past, how i served Jesus, how i was so enthu abt building His kingdom and loving His people. i asked myself, is it worth my time and money and effort??? i could not find the ans. all i could do was ponder upon these qns..... after wad God has done to me, i don really have the motivation to serve Him again. i don see the value anymore. at tat point of time, i got my ans. it is not worth my time and moeny and effort. but until i saw this baby, my ans changed.
this baby enlighten me. she was nothing special, jus lyk any other babies, adorable, naive, innocent and curious and helpless. all she was doing was playing with her toys in her cart and trying to touch some strangers. at that point of time, i smiled. denher mom fed her milk. she was still playing and still touchign others and fidgeting about, but the mom still continue to feed her.
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wad i m trying to say is that, even when we are still doing our things, working and having fun, God is still providing for us. nvr stopping. so i believe all my money efforts and time has not been wasted. i see my fruits of my labour and i m veyr happy. it is all worth it.
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Friday, October 12, 2007
in a very pissed off condition i m blogging rite now. omg. iwonder what vulgarities would come put. i better chill. chil chill. relax. *breathe in* *breathe out* relax relax. today is a rather slack day and it is kinda boring. i had fun doing rock climbing this PE lesson. it was realy really fun. hahaha. i nearly reached the top of the most difficult wall. damn, my hands were numb and lakc of strength. sians.... but nvm, i still made it kinda high. den the rest of the lesson r boring. i just got myself a FACEBOOK. which is kinda cool. haha. i dunno how it function and i don have much friends as i just created. i wonder wad it can do? still exploring. hopefully it is fun and easy to use. hahaha. den i can change from friendster to facebook. LOL. was kinda emo the whole day. i got back my chinese results. was pretty damn sad. God has failed me. He nvr did. this time, He totally failed me. what else good could come up after failing ur exams?? nothing. i really feel lyk crying, but i dunno how to cry. it is really sad. u wan to cry but u cant. it is really agonising. talked to HANNAH for a bit about some stuff, saw things from her point of view and i kinda got enlightened by her. hmmm i always enlightened by her. haha. understood wad u meant and i seriously think it is quite true. thanks for enlightening me:)
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Thursday, October 11, 2007
I REALLY DON UNDERSTAND THAT WHY MY BLOG IS CATERORISE AS ADULT. i cant even view my blog man!!! my own blog!!!! it is bull shit. that filtering svc is really bullshit.
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Monday, October 08, 2007
i had a some wad open talk with my a few of my closer classmates about how i felt abt the class over a meal. i tot they already noe that i hate this class long long time ago, just tat they nvr voice it out. but in fact they really dunno man. i was amazed and surprised. but nvm, now they noe alreayd. hahha. seriously, the very very very very first day i step into this class, i smell a very strong stench of trouble and disaster that is gonna befall onto us. somehow i was rite from all the things i m seeing now. but the thing is rite, no one sees it from my point of view. they keep thinking this class rocks and is marvellous. i don understand. i seriously don. the facts lie in front of us so clearly but we jus don wanna accept it. i really dun get them.
i dun mean tat i hate everyone in the class. some of the r great friends. but those pockets of assholes somehow made significant impacts on the class so tat our reputation sucks like hell. if i could remove them, the class would be a very pleasant 1. i would love it very much indeed.
2nd reasons is because of the hatre from the teachers toward our class. everyday they would tell us we cannot make it, and put us down. being in this kinda of low morale class seriously sucks loh. no matter wad they r my classmates, i gave myself 3 mths to love them from the bottom of my heart. but i cannot do it. they jus sucks.
so ya loh. just don take me as part of the class. in the first place, i nvr regard myself as part of 07S12.
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Sunday, October 07, 2007
today is a rather bad start of the day. i woke up and i had a very very bad stomachache.it was one of the worse ones i evr had in my life. from morning 8, i had been running to the toilet till 12. i was totally dehydrated, to make things worse, i haven eaten and i haven drank any liquid. after my 'trips' to the toilet, i have totally no energy. i was totally drained. somemore my butt really hurts until i cannot even lie down properly. even now as i m blogging, i can still feel the pain in my stomach although it is alot much better than in the morning. practically i had stomachache the whole day. didnt have much appetitie nor strength to talk. thank GOD for AARON for praying for me:) i believe my case was severe food poisoning. if i found out who the asshole is, i was surely make them pay with their sorry ass. i m gonna lodge a complaint against them and make sure they go bust. so so bust. they make me go thru hell, and i will do so to them as well.
went to svc didnt praise or worship very expressively as i have no energy and my butt really hurts.so i just fix my eyes on Jesus and just let the spirit flow. was quite refreshed, and the P&W was great today. it was long we had such a good P&W. great job. didnt listen to sermon as i had the urge to shit again, so i go shit till sermon over.zzzzz. afterwards i met sherman for dinner. it was so long when we had dinner together. we closen up the gap and we had fun. haha. i shared alot to him and he was kinda receptive. haha. cool. realised my heart beats very fast when i see future wife. hmmm. i wonder will she really be??? haha tat i let God decide for me, for now i just concentrate on studying hard and making music hard. den when i grow up i have loads of money den i can give HER, the best that i can. hahaha. gonna make u mine someday!! LOL!
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Friday, October 05, 2007
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this medal don come easy at all. i paid it with my blood,sweat, perseverance and strength. i won it thru my frisbee challenge. it may seem to u as a easy game but it is very draining. and if u don believe, try playing this game under the hot sun for the whole day with only half hour of rest in the intervals. we fought a good fight and we won the second place. we only lost to nobel only, bcos they r all from ODAC and they lyk practice for a few months b4 challenging us. we only practice lyk 15 mins 2 days b4, den we play against them. we only lost to them by a very very very very close bit. 6-5. zzzzzz. however nobel is a team of integrity except for 1 asshole. this bastard come rite in front of me to block me and he didnt observe the 3 feet rule. so normally, we push them away with our hand. idiots would use the frisbee to push them away. so he not happy when i push him away, so he come and scold vuglarities. damn, he didnt noe who i am man, come scold vuglarities to me. so when he come so close and when i dish out the frisbee and he smack it so hard right in my face, i lost my cool. frisbee goes to him, he said something tat irritates me. so i lost it. i pick up the frisbee and threw it in front of him." WHAT THE HELL." he is a bastard man. don let me see him in sch. i will kill him. other then this incident i had fun during the whole frisbee game. the game i enjoyed most is with darwin. haha. they r so sporty and fun. OWENS is the loser. no sportsmanship no nothing. suck to the core. my friends and i grew in our relationship and we walked closer than ever after this game. all those sacrifices for this, is worth it:)
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Monday, October 01, 2007
today's boring. i went to gym today and tone up my muscles abit. kinda shiok. i think i trained back my chest a bit and got my packs back. haha. other den that, i was dotaing the whole day. it was utterly boring and a waste of time. i think i better find something to do soon. if not i really wasted my holidays. i cant man. i noe after the holidays, i don think i gonna have a veyr happy holiday during the dec. cos the bad memories of staying back would be resounding at the back of my head. haiz.... so i m totally enjoy my 7 days of non results holidays as much as possible. hahahhaa. i did my best, God will do the rest. hmmmmmm
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