ahhhh had a tiring day. i went to service suprisingly willingly. lol. i even asked God to really freshen me up and speak to me. but in the end HE disappoint me again. its ok. i seriously hope he fulfil Ezkiel 38:23. PLS!!! LET ME NOE U R LORD AGAIN!!!!!!! IF NOT I AM GONNA BACKSLIDE ALREADY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
had qiute a long day today and i went home quite late and went home alone. i reflected on alot of things, i thought through of my past, how i served Jesus, how i was so enthu abt building His kingdom and loving His people. i asked myself, is it worth my time and money and effort??? i could not find the ans. all i could do was ponder upon these qns..... after wad God has done to me, i don really have the motivation to serve Him again. i don see the value anymore. at tat point of time, i got my ans. it is not worth my time and moeny and effort. but until i saw this baby, my ans changed.
this baby enlighten me. she was nothing special, jus lyk any other babies, adorable, naive, innocent and curious and helpless. all she was doing was playing with her toys in her cart and trying to touch some strangers. at that point of time, i smiled. denher mom fed her milk. she was still playing and still touchign others and fidgeting about, but the mom still continue to feed her.
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wad i m trying to say is that, even when we are still doing our things, working and having fun, God is still providing for us. nvr stopping. so i believe all my money efforts and time has not been wasted. i see my fruits of my labour and i m veyr happy. it is all worth it.
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