Tuesday, November 27, 2007
recently i have been working really hard. i seriously wan to get my drums. i almost got the money ready. gonna buy it soon. but working at COCA really really sucks. ppl there are a real torture man. they think they r some big shot while they r nothing at all. all those bloody malaysians there think they r some professional as waiter. but at the end of the day, they r just low class people with low class job. for me, i jus nid some quick cash for the moment. when i grow up, i will nvr be a waiter. not lyk some 19yr old malaysian who work there full time. he thinks he is damn clever and keep asking us to use our brain, pls he is the dumb 1. haiz. all the people there r a real pain. i cannot stand them any longer. i work until the 8th of dec and i m off this hell. On the 8th of Dec when i quit, i will be more happier than promoting to JC2. WAH FUCK TAT PLACE MAN. it is really worse than hell.
i had just sold my guitar away, was abit unwilling, but still i nid an upgrade of guitar. this guitar have accompanied thru my good times and bad times. when i m really sad and have no 1 to turn to,she is the one i will turn to and she nvr fail to comfort me or express my feelings out. now seeing her go, i really cant bear to part. SHE IS MY BEST FRIEND. GOODBYE.I LOVE YOU. thank you for all the times you brought to me. i love them. be happy in ur new home. at least i found u a good home. be good:)
i seriously very long nvr blog, but who cares? no body come and view my blog anyway since most ppl cant get in. haha. so i think i m not gonna blog till i got my pay and leave tat JERK PLACE. GOD HELP ME THRU THIS 2 weeks. GOTTA bear with the critics and crap. just a little longer......
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Saturday, November 17, 2007
i realised i blog rather frequently than the rest of my frens. but a pity tat people cant see my blog man. i had it blocked. i really wan it to be read by as little people as possible. anyway i doubt anyone comes and read my blog. seriously.
anyway, this week has been rather monotomous as all i have been doing is work work work and more work. it is veyr tiring to work there man. the captains always breathe down hard on ur neck and u cant do much abt it. but no choice, for my drums and my luxury to come, i had to presevere on. CHIONG AR. at the same time, i had to catch up with my schoolwork as i had been promoted to J2. i mus make sure i understand my J1 stuff b4 i move on further to learn new stuff. the pace is gonna be jus as fast but the content will be doubled. i heard from my J2 frens tat if u think J1 is tough, J2 is worse. i cannot imagine my days to come. seriously. i had learnt my lesson from J1, i cant push everything till the last min to do, it is impossible to get everything inside. i nid to revise everyday and study every night. GOD has so graciously give me a place in J2, i must treasure it. i m gonna have tuition. for the next yr, it jus books and more books. no games or maybe jus a little to spice my life up.hahaha. but FOR A LVL, I WILL GIVE IT MY ALL. NO RESERVATION.
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Friday, November 16, 2007
its been 3 days of hard work at coca and i m getting really really tired. the physical tiredness has been conquered- i have no problems standing for 5 hours straight and carrying heavy dishes with 1 hand back to the kitchen. but it is the mental tiredness tat is torturing me!!! i cannot stadn those FUCKING captains who bosses u around while they themselves are doing nothign at all but just talking abt gambling among themselves. 5 captains, 3 are bloody loser malaysians and they so screw us the singaporeans. they r bloody unfair and biase. they made the singaporeans working do most of the work. mind you, 90% of the workers r malaysians so u can imagine how much shit work we sgreans have to do for them. WTH. i m gonna come out with a plan to screw them back man. I M NOT GOING DOWN WITHOUT A FIGHT. if they wanna kick me outta of this restaurant, i make sure i bring them down with me as well. those FUCKING captains only noe how to breathe down ur neck and nag and scold you whole day long. even if u didnt do anything wrong. they jus wanna find something to kick our ass. i m so gonna make them pay. i will find a plan and make a hell outta their lives. FUCK IT U CAPTAINS. DAMN U ALL TO HELL.
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Saturday, November 10, 2007
i seriously hope alot of ppl would read this entry. i seriously do. i finally realised how ugly and how arrogrant, how proud SINGAPOREANS r. i didnt noe the world was so so corrupted and ugly until i went to work at a restaurant as a waiter to earn money for my drums. as i work there, i saw alot of haughty rich ppl come and eat at the restaurant. they think they r some big shot and treat us waiters lyk dirt. for instance, a bloody DUMB CHEENA WOMAN wanted 5 items and i only bring her 1 wrong dish, she scolded me from head to toe. so wad the HELL??and she has alot of requests which could be done herself. as it is a buffet restaurant, ppl just kept ordering and ordering. at the end they couldnt finished and we will have to bring it back to the kitchen. wth. waste food loh. they always eat more than they can and waste food. FUCK them man. so wad if they have a few filthy money? they doesnt mean they can eat and waste food. they eat lykk nobody's businness loh. it is bloody disgusting to see it. as i work there i also overheard alot of customers' conversations and i seriously think they lyk to show off their things. for eg:" AIYA, this investment only half a million, no big deal to me!" or, " my husband is the senior partner of a law firm." haiz. it is really atrocious. as i work there i really see alot of the ugly side of SINGAPOREANS. they r really a haughty, disgusting, ugly lot. i seriously cannot stand them at all. wad a pity. i wonder how Singapore is so prosperous with such ppl.
but as i think deeper, i m a Singaporean too, does it makes me a ugly jerk as well? *shrugs*
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today is results day. the moment i stepped into sch, my heart thumped veyr very fast. i dunno how to explain tis feeling. it is a mixture of anxious and "wanna shit"LOL. i stepped into sch, Hazel was begging me not to go poly, i asked her y, she saoid i got promoted. i cannot believe my ears man. i totally cannot. i checked the noticeboard and i was really promoted. however i wasnt really very excited abt it. the class only 9 ppl got promoted. HAZEL, LAVANYA,SHEILA,HUDA,SHAWN LEE,JESSICA,DEREK AND ME. fuck it tat SHAWN LEE promoted. i was hoping she got kick out. she is such a wierd bitch. the rest, congrats!
hazel's result slip was mixed amongst the retainees so we went to LT3 to look for it. the moment i stepped into the LT, i can feel the down atmosphere so tangably. i feel for them. we found it and we left for the concourse. it was worse. ppl r crying, ppl r saying their last words and the atmosphere is really down. i couldnt help it but feel for those who cant make it.
the cg, only 5 outta 10+ made it to J2. it is very devastating.
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Tuesday, November 06, 2007
OMG, OMG OMG. i dunno y i keep repeating this same sin over and over again in a day. i dunno wad has overtaken me tat i kept doing this sin. i REALLY NID TO STOP IT!!! GOD can don forgive me, but GOD must help me change my ways!!! help LORD!!!! i cannot continue lyk this.I MUST CHANGE!!! QUIT IT ONCE AND FOR ALL!!!!!
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Friday, November 02, 2007
1 week has gone. its been long since i had such a boring week. if i m not wrong, it is the first time in this year i can slack for a week. i totally have nothing to do, no place to go. and i really not used to it. throughout the year i have been toiling and toiling day and night. JC is seriously tough. but finally i can have at least 1 week to slack. suddenly i have nothing to do feels so wierd and unusual. as i had said, it is a boring week and i didnt do much except play abit of GB and practice abit of guitar. didnt really went out as u all might have noe, i m quite a homey. LOL. tml i seriously hope ot receive a call from COCA. if not i will be jobless and i can tear down my 'to buy list' LOL.
i will be having my OP this coming monday. i seriously hope i can do well. i have no worries for it as i m used to public speaking, just tat i cant help felling nervous. it is 40% of the total project. if i cropped up, it is so gonna affect my marks. the following friday would be my real JUDGEMENT DAY. it is the day tat would reveal whether will i promote anot. my fingers r crossed and i cant imagine wad is gonna happen on tat day. i really pray God would help me, even i think that He has been failing me recently. just help me 1 last time. i beg You.
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