today i got to noe more abt our unit has alot of bgr. now i noe y we didnt grow. we aint purified. COME ON!!!! in a unit having more than 5 couples is really too much. a unit is at least 15 ppl. so it is lyk 1/3 of the ppl BGRing. WTH!!!!!! i really feel burden. i tot i was incompetent and useless, but no, it was the ppl's hearts. they r not ready to receive, to be transform. In camp i wasnt really ready, but during today's svc i think i receive more than wad i received from the 4 days of camp. i teared and i really received something great from God. my life from today onwards aint gonna be the same again. wad is so great abt BGR??? those hugs? comfortable but not satifying.having sex???? i noe wad is lyk. after sex u would feel guilty? the company??? jus the two of u under the coconut tree veyr fun meh? acutally wad i m really sad abt is that ******* is also part of this filth. i m really disappointed and sad abt it. i cant believe it man. the woman i love so much and seriously tot could become my real wife in future already has a bf? i m really devasted and upset abt it. maybe she isnt my wife after all. all these while i had been just a naive little idiot. i m so so stupid. i guess, i chose the wrong girl. i seriously heartbroken when i noe all these. very very heartbroken. perhaps she aint mine at all in the first place.
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