woah!!! just ended camp and just woken up from a very very long slp. well obviously i m gonna blog abt this camp since i had been doing nothing but camping for the last few days.hahaha.
this camp has been a rather boring and bad camp. to me this camp is one of the worst camp i ever attended. maybe it is kinda last min prepared by the camp com. i didnt really have fun in the camp, my camp objectives arent really met at all, i didnt got a personal touch from God. however, during the last nite, somehow most of my camp objectives are met in just a click. God didnt made a transformation in my life, but He did in Kester's life. and tat was my first step in rebuilting PJC. u think Kester would outta the blue come for camp and be ready to be touched by God? i doubt so. without my encouragement and challenge and excitiment, i don think he will be tat changed. i can tell u Kester is 180degree different. Zixin has also changed. she apologised for being ignorant abt the PJ and she is now ready to lead to grp once again, with fire and passion for the team and with real commitment from the tone of her voice during her challenge at the last nite.
but somehow i was scolded for leaving the team and abandon the team and stuffs lyk tat, ever since i left, i had been doing alot of 'behind the scene' work. you think stef would suddenly make her role so good for cg and wei song so hyped up for God once again? if i didnt talk to them, they wont realise and wont do anything. God did move in their hearts, but thru me as a vessel. however i was scolded for being tat silent vessel. nvm i don give a damn whether i m affirmed or noticed, as long as God sees it i'm fine with it.
this camp although didnt help me to meet God in a tangible manner but however it helped me to understand God in a different perspective and see people in a new way. even it is a bad camp, i learnt to love ppl and open up and be not so dao. LOL.
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