weds was the actual day of my bdae. it was a rather short day. i tot i was gonna have a boring bdae tat i would spend at home sleeping and all, but instead, my classmates suprise me wit such a bang. i was so so touched. they sang the song the loudest as they can, they only gather together as a class to celebrate someone's bdae only the 2nd time, and the fact tat i was only their classmates for 3 mths plus and they did such thing for me, i was seriously overwhelmed and touched. at nite i went out with my S12 ppl. well it wasnt really fun as i spent the most money even when i was the bdae boy. but nvm, haha. i think i rather enjoyed myself.haha

thurs my cg celebrated for me. i tot they forgotten or something but they didnt. they have a big birthday cake for me and all. it was rather well prepared.:) thanks.

on sat, which is just now, sanji recelebrated my bdae as he thinks i didnt have a good bdae celebration on weds. it was really good fun man. i seriously enjoyed myself and he treat me billy bombers and movies. thank God for him and those who came. i really had alot of fun. thank you.

thru this bdae i also noe how much i mean and value to the ppl around me. from the presents and cards i received and the encouragements from ppl. i noe how much i mean to them. so far i have not received any presents. to me my love language is gifts. so no presents i feel tat ppl dun love me or something lyk tat. but maybe it is just me being oversensitive or wad. but that is just wad i feel. so i hope i will received alot of presents soon. i don mind belated presents. haha. i jus nid to have some physical recognition. HAHAH. i m lyk tat la. haha