well my week was rather a above averaged week. but the weeks to come is gonna be horenddous even if it is holidays. =( well i today m going to blog abt wad happened on sat.
well sat i have pre u seminar briefing. and it starts at around 9 in NTU but i nid to go to sch lyk around 740 lyk tat. so troublesome. zzz. den it ended lyk around 11 plus. well i saw Gisela and Dawn. they were right behind me. hahaa. den i made an IJ friend from my seminar grp. i dunno y i m so excited for this pre u sem thingy. but i think i m gonna have quite abit of fun i guess. hahaha. den after the briefing is over, i went home with Gisela, Dawn and Lavanya and Stef den i headed down for svc.
Svc was awesome. Pastor Jeff told an extra amount of jokes tat kept Kester and gang rather entertained(; but the teaching was inspiring. i do agree we shld be more proactive in reading the Word and love the Word as though it is our life. after svc i went and study with Sherman. den he told me tat i would be able to play after camp(earlierest). i was overjoyed. but at the same time, he told me tat his shepherd had alot of bad comments abt me, but no good comments. i was devastated. i tot i was some good guy from church, but maybe i was just another poseur like Chris. i was absolutely downcasted at that moment. den i went drinking with sherms. i had to admit, i was drunk although i didnt show to them. i head was spinning and i feel lyk puking. i kept talking nonsense to myself and i was rather emo. and i jus kept shouting crap.
it is really sad to hear tat no one have any good comments abt you but instead all the bad comments abt it. that really reflects how i m as a person. maybe i m just a poseur lyk Chris, afterall, my parents r a bunch of losers. so i m from them so wont it make me a loser as well?haizs, maybe i shld jus remain as a bacehlor my whole life and not ruin some good girl's life. =( =(=(
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