I had to say, i nvr wished this week would come to an end as soon as possible. this is one of the worst week in my life. everyday a bad thing would happen and i would jus break down. i m so thankful tat this week has finally come to an end, and i think i m going back to the world quite differently.
tues, i got by most of my results, and i got U for everything tat i got for tat day. my Us r not like those high U, but it is really bad Us. i m devastated, i nvr got so bad results b4. this mid yrs was the worst i ever done in my 2 years in JC. i shld be getting Cs and Ds now, but instead, i mdoing my worst. i tot i gave God my june holidays and He will bless me with wisdom to study and show Himself evident in my studies. WOW, how 'evident' he is huh. i totally lost faith in God.
weds came and more results came and it wasnt as good. I got an S for econs. i gave my very best to do econs and i m only getting an S. i m so sad. den at nite, Kenny msged me and tell me he is not going to sch cos he cannot find his sch pe shorts. and the teachers will KB him and all, i was lyk can u stop being so childish. my results r alr occupying most of my mind, can u stop doing silly things to spike me.
thurs was some emo shit day for me. my best and only pal in church decided to leave church. and he is none other than SHERMAN. i was shocked and heartbroken when the news came. i really was at a loss of words. so jessie and i went down to his hse to find him. his heart was totally harden and there is nothing tat i can really do. i left my books just to go down and meet him, he appreciated it, but it made me no mood to go sch the next day so i went to orcahrd hse to stay and didnt go sch on fri.
fri was just a normal day tat i woke up quite late as i didnt go to sch.
sat was ok
sun was not bad, met up with my two good friends and we had dinner together.
thanks for all the people tat stood beside me when i was at the most low point of my life. i daresay i was on the verge of collapsing, but u people held my hands up and kept me from falling, thank you so much.
ppl lyk dawn, jessie jem, sandy. thank you all so much.
i m gonna lead a quite different life from next week onwards, i have a new element in life, i hope it will bring my life to a greater and more happy life. and if u all r gonna think tat i m some unspiritual crap, den too bad for u.
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