WAH finally i am blogging after a very very long time. i really wanna blog man. it is really either i m too tired or i cant find the time or i am jus pure lazy. haha. finally able to pen down my thoughts properly.
recently, the first question people ask me is,' hey, how have u been? or how is your day?' i dunno why they are asking these, but my answer to those questions are rather generic and simple. 'BAD'. hahahhaha. these few weeks have been really bad weeks for me. it's piles of work after piles of work. OMG. in addition there are still some misc stuff to settle and all. i m really panting and i am running out of breath man. i feel so so burnout and i cant do a single thing abt it. i tried giving myself a break. i went out to jus enjoy a whole day, though i alr finished wad i m suppose to finish, but tat night i came back from the trip, i feel very very very guilty. lyk i alr wasted a day or something. the stress and toil are really getting up to me alr man. i noe i m repeating my stuff over and over again, but tat is really wad i m feeling now.
today i got counselled by DALLAS, SHI JUN and WEI YUAN. it was quite suprising and touching experience for me actually. i can feel the genuinity tat they really wanna help me in my JC life and my studies. i started telling abt my whole JC life and how i have been failing all the waya nd i m so sick of failing tat i m abt to give up to the point tat i m jus gonna give up on my prelims and do my final boost during the As. they decided to counsel me and talk some sense to me. i thought thru abt wad they say and it really makes sense man. i m really touched by them man. other than no one really show such concern for me. i was pretty touched. thanks guys, u guys rocks:)
i still have around 80+ days to A levels. i m really worried for it. teachers are telling us tat we have to get around straight Bs to get into a decent university. and now wad i m getting? Us? and Ss? how m i suppose to suddenly shot up to such grades? the tot of these reeallyt make fear grip my heart. i wan to study, but i feel so so so burnout and i got some many other things to do and settle. i wanan put them aside, but it is impossible to do so. haiz, will someone help me?
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